grayestofghosts: (frankenstein)
So because of [personal profile] soc_puppet's comment that Tumblr may be in its death knell (again), I'm looking into preserving meta commentary that I've done on it. I was thinking of posting it to my essays and analysis (that I want to give a snappier name tbh) on my website, but I've found that a lot of the stuff I want to save has a lot of back and forth with other users. So it seems like it might be weird putting it on a personal site. But I still want to preserve it, and if Tumblr is truly dying this time, then I would like to preserve it somehow.

So... what do I do? Link back to the original post, the original user as well as long as Tumblr still exists? Would I be better off doing screenshots even though it's more difficult to code? Other ideas? Hrrm.

A fic!

Jul. 11th, 2023 10:11 pm
grayestofghosts: a sketch of a man reading a paper (Default)
And... it's not my fic!

Somebody from tumblr wrote a drabble based on a post I had made on Frankenstein that has gotten a decent amount of circulation:

a tumblr post by brain-depositary


Anyway, the fic is to India! Procrastinating by summerstudie on Ao3. It's very short... because if this had happened, there would be no Frankenstein, lol.
grayestofghosts: (frankenstein)
I did promise I would repost and compile my Frankenstein essays and posts from elsewhere as I am beginning work on my Frankenstein project. I'll start out with one of my most popular posts that's not a shitpost, even though I don't think this has much place in the analysis I'm working on:

In Frankenstein none of the narrators have real interpersonal relationships with each other but instead only experience each other through parasocial ones. All their relationships are built on one-sided interactions and observations rather than true reciprocity. The creature observes the DeLaceys at a distance and only knows his creator through his research notes and builds Frankenstein’s persona that way — Frankenstein only knows the creature’s horribleness from his appearance, distant sightings and one long, uninterrupted storytelling session — and Walton only constructs Frankenstein through Frankenstein’s retelling of events and the haze of his own loneliness. We yearn for Frankenstein to be a father to the creature or Walton to be a partner to Frankenstein the same way the creature yearns for his mate. We desperately want to make these imaginary relationships somehow real and meaningful despite the impossibility of them — the desires and expectations put on these relationships before they even begin are so high that they will never be satisfied by a real person who has only just become aware of a relationship already in progress. In the end, the DeLacey’s reaction of horror to being watched for so long is the only reasonable and realistic one to a relationship like this attempting to be fulfilled. The female creature is crushed like our hopes for them under the weighty expectation to be a perfect lover before she even exists to love.


Posted on April 8th, 2022 @brain-depoistary

Anyway, since writing this I don't think my opinion has changed much on this and while it is interesting within the context of today's social media etc. I feel like the extreme isolation built by this structure of storytelling and relationships is more in support of greater points than the point in itself, though I can see how on a site like tumblr this would seem profound and go somewhat viral (not really -- as of right now 153 reblogs and 334 likes).

grayestofghosts: Elliot Alderson with the word hackerman superimposed (hackerman)
This is reposted from Tumblr and this is likely preaching to the choir considering we ARE on a long-form traditional blogging site right now, but it may be helpful and bring up points on what to do with your blogs that you may not have considered, if you also use microblogging sites separately.


 
I feel like this post is necessary as someone who has tried to prod people into using other platforms besides tumblr and twitter (these issues are also evident on instagram and TikTok, etc., though I’m not on those platforms) who don’t seem to understand the benefits of having a long-form, "traditional" blog. A lot of the responses I get about why people don’t use Dreamwidth is because "no one uses it", as in there’s not enough users to make a thriving community for fandom content, which pushes people to use more popular microblogging platforms. While that’s a huge draw for most people here, I'm not asking people to consider Dreamwidth or other blogging sites as a replacement for tumblr. While traditional blog communities have supported fandoms, but that’s not what they’re for
 
A huge issue with microblogging sites that long form blogs do not have, is that they lack memory. They purposefully make posts further and further back in time harder and harder to access, especially if they’re not popular. The tagging systems on these sites are barely functional and there’s no reason to fix them because they work that way for a reason — and that reason is that for microblogging platforms, users posts, the “content”, IS their product, and users need to keep churning out more and newer product to fuel the site's profitability. It’s impossible to keep attention on Instagram if you’re not posting every day. Recent Twitter posts are thrown on random user’s timelines due to “engagement”. Tumblr’s search function is infamously useless. This is not a problem for the website itself but it creates a huge issue for users in destroying memory. It forces users to have the same discussions and arguments over and over again because points made in previous iterations become lost as they’re impossible to find, or if found, posts are misused because the context they were written in has been lost. This is a HUGE problem with social Justice and any kind of social organizing. For example, a user today posted a pink triangle on Twitter as a proposal for the queer community to use it again as a symbol to remind everyone what happened to queer people when fascists came into power — and a bunch of young queer people were asking them what it meant. For those who don’t know, the pink triangle is a traditional symbol of queer liberation because the Nazis used it to identify “homosexual” prisoners in concentration camps, and people in the camps with pink triangles were not freed even when the camps were liberated because they were still considered by the allies to have committed crimes and deserving of imprisonment. While it was depressing that younger queer people didn’t know this, it’s not their fault, or not entirely. Back when I was younger, there wasn't a lot of mainstream queer information, but there were some guides, essentially glossaries of queer terms on homemade static websites and any of these worth their salt would absolutely have information on the pink triangle symbol. Where would young queers get this sort of information? The first time I learned about it was Shoah education through Jewish sources — certainly not through secular school, and it's not in use much even in queer spaces so you wouldn't know it unless you had been introduced to it specifically. There are wikis for queer terms that young queers edit, sure, but given the nature of wikis and the nature of online queer culture the more commonplace a term is, the more contested it becomes, so information about pink triangles probably fell by the wayside. Possibly it wasn’t communicated by older queers who didn’t understand the newfangled wikis, either, and this is discounting any purposeful disconnection of queer liberation from the literal Holocaust, whatever the intent.
 
Now I brought up old-school static pages as the old-fashioned solution to this problem, but have their own issues. Aside from the webmaster being positioned as the One Source of Truth, they require little maintenance so it’s easy for them to become outdated, and they don’t necessarily have time stamps unless the webmaster puts one there. And this doesn’t count the possibility of the website suddenly disappearing if the user forgets to pay the web hosting service or a free one goes under without little warning like geocities. Websites take some knowledge to set up, or they take money, often both, but in the end you at least had an easy link to answers to discussions that had already been had a million times before. Do you remember how often on twitter or tumblr you’ve wanted to say “Google is free” when you're annoyed by simple questions, but then realize with horror that Google curates biased hits from algorithms based on the user’s previous searches, possibly poisoning it for any answers on controversial issues? What if instead you could just post the same link to your own page with information and relevant links every time the argument comes up? It’s not going to bring about world peace but it’s at least something, right? 
 
But I’m not even talking about static pages as a solution to repeating discussion ad nauseum, I’m talking about blogs. A long-form blog is a midpoint between a personal website and a microblog, where you can post your opinions, research, and what you’ve gleaned from a discussion in one entry that’s linkable, editable, and can be commented on by other users with some effort on their part, if they care to do so, and you can moderate these comments as well. You can post your information quickly, and the blog creates static links to these pages that can be pasted elsewhere, you can create your own tags that actually work, the site can be easily navigated chronologically over long periods of time, and they’re not nearly as much of a bother to set up as a personal site. You have way more control over your content and who interacts with it, and it won’t escape into the larger ecosystem of social media except by outside links because that’s simply not how traditional blogs work. 
 
I don’t think microbloggers should give up on microblogging sites BUT I do think maybe, if you post anything longer than a paragraph or two, you should think about preserving your essays — and yes, they’re essays — on a site you have more control over that’s made to hold essays, like a long-form traditional blog, so they don’t get eaten by a website that only values newness and popularity.
 
Anyway, some recommendations of blogging sites:
 
-Dreamwidth.org: a LiveJournal fork, has more community options than many on here and is ad-free even for non-paying users. Compared to many blogging sites it’s simple to use but offers limited customization and looks very retro at this point. The major problems come with its major strengths — as an LJ fork many of its features are for building communities but there are so few active users that it’s difficult to use for that specifically. Also, due to its content policy, it does not have and won’t  make a mobile app, which is how most  users engage with social media these days. However its mobile site is quite functional. It won’t make a monetizable, marketable blog but it’s a great place if you just need to archive your thoughts online.
 
-Wordpress: this is a pretty diverse option, in there’s wordpress.com which is free blogging site if you’re satisfied with a subdomain, or  you can use the Wordpress platform from Wordpress.org which is free BUT you have to pay for hosting. Without paying, wordpress.com is ad-supported. If you do want a full-featured monetizable marketable blog, Wordpress is how you would do it, which is not what I was discussing on this post but if that’s what you want, more power to you 
 
-Blogger: I haven't used this platform for many years but it was useable when I did. This is another ad-supported free blog with limited features, with the bonus that it can be monetizable. This normally wouldn’t be a problem except that it’s owned by Google and attached to your Google account, so proceed with caution if you’re worried about that.
 
-Medium: You may not think of Medium as a blogging platform but that's essentially what it is, with the posts in the style of articles than personal journal entries. The major problem with it is that it’s about gaining an audience, but they have their own monetization scheme, and because people who want an audience tend to want money as well, people tend to move on from it once they acquire one. However if your posts are mostly about being informative and want to be able to repost them in the form of articles this may be a good option. 
 
If you don’t want to run another friggin blog:
 
-You can just straight up make your own website. Website builders like Wix are an option but if you just want to make static pages like the ones I mentioned earlier, can I interest you in Neocities.org? It’s free, ad-free space for static pages, though you need to pay if you want your own domain name. You could even pair this with a static site generator like Pelican if you want a blog-like functionality (dated entries on a page, but no ability to comment), but be warned this route is not for the faint of heart and will take a significant amount of time, especially if you’re not familiar with HTML and CSS and probably some JavaScript, and for Pelican how to use a terminal and markdown. I wouldn’t recommend this unless you already have an interest in “retro” site-building and have a specific purpose.
 
-Are you mostly doing fandom or fiction analysis? Believe it or not, if your fanwork can be considered a "noncommercial, non-ephemeral fanwork", it can be posted on Ao3 per their submission policy, even if it's not strictly fanfiction.
 
-If you’re really married to tumblr, you can make static tumblr pages for any material you want to have its own page on your tumblr so it can be referenced but not commented upon. A lot of people use these to make “about” pages, but they can also be used for glossaries, reference pages, collections of links, etc. 
grayestofghosts: a sketch of a man reading a paper (reading)
 Note: this is partially from a Tumblr post yesterday that I’ve since added to.

I am becoming increasingly frustrated with how, when I go to the library, the fiction seems to be divided up into “girl books” and “boy books”, and I don’t think it’s that this is at all new but that there are  many more “girl books” now released that it’s become more noticeable. The “boy books” are written by men with practiced blindness do not acknowledge gender as a factor in them at all as gender is dictated by society as Not The Purview of Men And They Are Therefore Exempt From Any Understanding Lest Anyone Think Them Kinda Faggy, and the “girl books” are entirely about how women are treated badly in Society Because They Are Women And Not Men, And This Is The Only Gender Conflict That Matters. I have read much of both types of books — because they’re like 95% of all books — and find neither relatable at all. I am sick of both of them and they seem to take up the entirety of the bookstore and once I understood this it’s nearly destroyed my love of reading. Every single book I pick up is about a totally alien planet inhabited by complete strangers who find my very existence offensive to their sense of reality. And this is my real life, too, and it’s why I still try to write despite the fact that I struggle to read so much.

And I can’t say it’s because I only desire to read books about myself and people exactly like me, because, again, nearly all I’ve read has been either girl or boy books. A decent amount of my reading list has been romance novels because it’s one of the only genres out there where men can have genders and this can be good, which is one of my major complaints of “girl books” otherwise — and it’s bizarre that romance novels are constantly belittled and segregated into “wish fulfillment” whereas the woman-solidarity endemic to “darker” stories is equally as fantastical as men with genders existing and that possibly being good. 

And you’d think that with so many queer books coming out now I’d be more engaged but I’m not, because so often it’s used as an excuse to further segregate boyness and girlness in books rather than cross any barriers. And I do feel like there are huge issues with a lot of the transmasculine books that have been published, but mostly in that they’re entirely presented in a way that’s palatable to the public, and it’s maybe not a them problem but a me problem in how it’s even more painful to read a book that’s supposed to be ‘like me’ only to realize it’s not ‘like me’ at all and it’s merely ‘about me’ except it’s not accurate to me, specifically, at all. 

I continue to write but unfortunately so much of what I read has gone into classics and that makes me feel unable to engage at all with traditional publishing and the industry. I’d like to read other things but somehow it’s easier to read things that you know are steeped in metaphor you can reinterpret rather than… girl books and boy books. 
grayestofghosts: Elliot Alderson with the word hackerman superimposed (hackerman)
Hello, I know it's been an eternity since I've posted. I tried to get onto tumblr because I was realizing twitter was bad for my mental health (just before Musk started fucking around with buying twitter prompting a potential exodus -- no seriously I was doing it before it was cool!!). Tumblr is actually a very fun site. I used it a lot from about 18-24 -- when Homestuck was The Thing, if that's any indication of what my experience was like -- left because my dashboard was out of control with content I didn't like (before the porn ban -- again, BEFORE IT WAS COOL!!), and now I've returned maybe a bit more mature and able to curate my feed better, though that's obviously not something I've been able to do with twitter so the big advantage I've had is "starting fresh." I've seen some basic-level craziness with the pro/antishipping stuff but for the most part my experience hasn't been too bad? The crowd seems to skew a bit young for me, though.

I do think some of the reason I've been able to miss some of the crazy is because I've mostly been blogging about Frankenstein literary analysis (with a little Dracula, now that Dracula Daily is the thing). When you're looking at a book as old with as much analysis already existing as Frankenstein it does a little to weed out some of the immature reactionary stuff, but there are still some number of people who can't separate text from blorboism, for lack of a better term.

I'm brain-depositary there if you're interested, btw.

Anyway, this is a really long preamble to the fact that I need a static site to store this stuff. I've been posting essentially fully-functional essays on my tumblr and tumblr is a really, REALLY bad place to store essays. I've been thinking of having a static or mostly-static site with maybe a guestbook for a while, to store an index of resources and some of my writing like media analysis essays or tutorials that need a stable web address for access. I have a LOT of complaints about how the internet functions now, that corralling people into a limited number of social media sites, algorithmic searching, putting everything on video, etc. has made it essentially impossible to FIND and KEEP resources stable online. They used to say that when you posted anything on the internet it's there forever but our corporate overlords have found that it's more profitable to make nothing last and force us to create endless 'content' for them to keep making inaccessible as their combines churn.

Anyway, possibly out of nostalgia's sake, I picked up my old Neocities site, cleared out what was essentially an art project/html practice site, and was looking to start building there. I spent a lot of time in elementary school building a static geocities site to host pixel art dolls I'd made and was reaching deep into these reserves when trying to build anything on neocities and kept remembering how I did things, thinking naively, with all my code experience as a mature adult that this could not possibly be the best way to manually build static sites, and then trying to look up what I was trying to do, and learning that, dear reader, it was -- I'm mostly discussing the lack of includes to make pages consistent, etc. This got me looking at static site generators like Hugo, making me wonder if I really wanted to go that route because I would really be learning something completely new here or if I should just do... something else, considering what I want to do, or to just go really retro in my site building and not even bother with stuff like real sidebar navigation on neocities.

So friends, if anyone is indeed reading my posts, I am asking for advice on what to do here. Do I continue on neocities and go full 1999 on this static site that I want to build, considering it's the equivalent of an online bomb-shelter anyway, or do I go find another site builder and host that can make it a bit more modern? I don't have my own domain name and would rather not have to subscribe to anything for now, but being able to download my site locally as a backup is definitely a plus. If you think there's anything else I should consider for this site, I'd be much obliged if you told me about that as well. Thanks.

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