grayestofghosts: a sketch of a man reading a paper (reading)
I've just finished novel #5 tonight so I am, for at least the next few days, officially 'caught up' on my 12 novels this year pace. And it feels like while I was frantically trying to finish the book I had before it got automatically returned to the library (it was an overdrive ebook) I've been neglecting some of the other reading I wanted to do. I ordered some zines out of nostalgia for magazines and when they arrived I barely read them, and then last weekend I found a new bookstore and found even more zines and otherwise and probably spent too much and also haven't had time to read them. And also, I've been sitting on this pile of fanfiction that I keep saving to my ereader and rarely touching, because I like to hoard and not actually read. And this isn't even counting the small pile of non-fiction that I haven't really touched much because I've been focusing on the novels project and...

Well, you know.

I'm going to be on vacation at a cabin soon. I guess I will probably have not much else to do but read on a beach there.
grayestofghosts: (Viktor)
I don't know if this is an insane thing to do but I updated a fanfic that I wrote two chapters of 3 years ago and then abandoned.

Saboteur, Chapter 3

It's a fic that takes place immediately after the events of S1 and is heavily focused on Viktor, Jayce, and Mel. The thing is that, well, the second season was kind of a clusterfuck of characterization (though it does definitely have its moments) so in a way this looks like a fix fic, except I didn't even know what was broken before I started. Either way, if you're interested, it does include Jayce/Viktor as a ship.

So, summary:

Sky's dead, Viktor's dying, and Jayce is out of commission. With Hextech possibly dead in the water and war on the horizon, perhaps it's time to take a look at who benefits.

Takes place just after events at the end of of S1.
grayestofghosts: Elliot Alderson with the word hackerman superimposed (hackerman)
I was bored today when I discovered the gemini protocol, a parallel/stripped down internet protocol (alternative to HTTP) that's meant to be lightweight, easy to use, text-focused...! so I downloaded a client to try to browse and the client itself is janky (search doesn't work) and the alternatives to the client on my phone are abandonware, and a disturbing amount of the capsules (equivalent to websites) were dated early in the pandemic. I had hopes and my dreams seemed to be crushed in a couple hours. I mean I'm sure there's still stuff, I would just have to access it differently. But it's such a big idea, no?

I've been slowly updating my Neocities website and at this point the web resources page has a decent amount of links. I feel like I should probably write an essay or so on blogging, and why it's important, even though, hypocritically, I do not keep up well with this blog. I don't know. I've added analytics to the website just to see what happens. I am very tempted to add a guestbook and such. I looked back and saw that I had commented out a chatbox that I had attempted to add, and looking at the site I'm thinking, wow, a chatbox goes totally against the vibe, doesn't it? But I think it could do with a guestbook. It could probably do with a lot of things that I don't know if I'm going to get to. One thought I had was to add my fanfic onto the site. It's mine, so why not?
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Apparently there is another fanfic purge of unseemly naughty-type fics going on on Wattpad. However, this one is made worse because apparently what's happening this time is an AI tool is flagging and shadowbanning anything that could be potentially naughty until it is reviewed by a human, at which point it will either be allowed back up or purged. So it's like last time, only even MORE automated.

Anyway, back up your work if it's on Wattpad, I guess. From the AO3 reddit, AO3 users are concerned about an influx from Wattpad going against etiquette and flooding the place with placeholder fics, harassment over 'immoral' stories, etc., so if you're on AO3, be prepared for that, too.

A fic!

Jul. 11th, 2023 10:11 pm
grayestofghosts: a sketch of a man reading a paper (Default)
And... it's not my fic!

Somebody from tumblr wrote a drabble based on a post I had made on Frankenstein that has gotten a decent amount of circulation:

a tumblr post by brain-depositary


Anyway, the fic is to India! Procrastinating by summerstudie on Ao3. It's very short... because if this had happened, there would be no Frankenstein, lol.
grayestofghosts: Elliot Alderson with the word hackerman superimposed (hackerman)
There was a thread recently by the admin here on twitter about issues going on at AO3. From what I understand -- and I may be confused, here -- is that there were bad actors who were using AO3 as a service and sending CSEM to people with the intention of swatting those they sent the CSEM to. AO3 of course disabled the accounts but apparently there's an issue on AO3 where when they disable accounts they do not automatically hide that account's contents, but moderators have to go through the contents manually for some reason and this may have fucked up their legal liability. Because of this, if you have anything you have posted on AO3 or have any well-loved bookmarks on AO3, I would recommend downloading them for yourself on your local machine/drives. The great thing about AO3 is that it will generate epubs and other formats for you to keep on your own devices, at least, but I understand that's probably a LOT of bookmarks for some people...

I do not know all the details but the twitter thread is here. It looks like it has had a lot of updates since I last checked and I don't have time right now to go through all the addendums but the point is -- AO3's code and policies may not have been able to meet its US legal obligations to remove illegal material in a timely manner and that could be a legal issue, so back up your work and favorites in case anything happens to the site.

At this point on the internet if you see something you like you like it's hard to know if it will be on there for much longer so just take a copy anyway. You never know when your personal archive will be necessary.

grayestofghosts: a sketch of a man reading a paper (Default)
I think what people don't get about fic genres that torture characters intentionally like h/c is how much of these genres are about the writer and reader wanting to be treated in a certain, possibly more correct way, rather than how we normally treat people who have something awful happen to them. And it's so stunningly obvious why people write it and read it when it's framed this way, yet I'm old enough to see two different generations go through a hate of it -- the first when I was younger and any kind of dwelling in this space was considered 'whining' and needing to get over oneself (checkmark for one form of this mistreatment) and now that I'm older of pretending that this stuff is too horrible to even discuss in fiction and needs to be hidden and you're a bad person for talking about it (checkmark for second form of this mistreatment).

There's a lot of focus when writing about people who are marginalized in some way -- and when you're wanting to write about yourself as one of these people you end up having to -- and that your writing is supposed to somehow propose solutions to your suffering, when me doing that is actually making me have to contemplate what sort of problems people who have had all of the problems I have had solved for them. And maybe I'm bitter, but I don't actually find that particularly comforting to think about.
grayestofghosts: a sketch of a man reading a paper (Default)
Back on the hellsite that is Twitter I saw a discussion about "why don't we go back to LiveJournal," and after all the notes about how LJ has been destroyed even if it's technically still online and how you'd really better go to DW instead, I offered to follow anyone if they posted links to their journals and directed people to mine. As of now, I have seen zero interest.

I find it a bit disappointing, to be honest. They keep saying they want to do something different and then they don't seem to even try. One of the major issues on DW is that there aren't a lot of people here, but wouldn't that be helped by, well, making an account? Following a few journals, making a few posts? I don't know. I know I'm not on here a ton but I do appreciate what I'm trying to do and try to do more of it.


Anyway, given my comments on Ao3 a couple posts ago, I figured that because I actually am keeping up with a fic now I should push it. I've been reading Cold Skins and Warm Blood by Unfried_Mouth_Wheat which is a mashup of Dracula and Frankenstein as mentioned on Tumblr a while ago. It's not the direction that I would have gone, which I only feel the need to mention because I have Opinions on Frankenstein, but I'm invested. It says it's updated on Fridays and has been updated pretty consistently, and is noted right now at 19/35 chapters, so the author may already have the whole fic written, which is good news if you're tired of getting burned on abandoned fic.



grayestofghosts: (Viktor)
I'm trying to write again, after... so much starting and stopping over the pandemic. I suppose I should not feel like I haven't done anything as I managed to write a whole 18,000 word piece of fanfiction back in like, March, and I've been writing tons of snippets off and on for the last two years including multiple Frankenstein projects. It's... uncomfortable. I feel like I have no idea what I'm doing. I got the fancy leuchtturm and fountain pen and everything to see if I can feel it and I'm not, but maybe it's just a muscle I do not have right now. I don't know.

However what I thought was funny was the published news on "necrobiotics", or the repurposing of dead tissue for robotics, with the proof-of-concept being using a pump pierced into a dead spider as a gripping tool. This normally wouldn't be funny except that about last week I was coming up with one of the concepts I was working on now, which was a mech suit made for a human that could run for about a month or so after the wearer had died, or could perhaps be rigged up to run with a corpse to begin with. The original idea was about insuring the investment of the mech suit but this paper kind of makes it sound a little more believable why this would work, if not still disturbing.



Anyway, if you're curious on the fanfiction it's a Critical Role/Legend of Vox Machina piece called Trust Exercises. Mostly Percy and Pike, though not as a ship.

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