A Neocities Thought
Oct. 4th, 2024 10:41 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grayestofghostsMy dumb thought for the past couple days: what if I started working on my Neocities webpage again?
On one hand I think this is a sign that I need to get back on my medication, that I am in some way mentally unwell*… on the other hand, like what if I did it!
*I am sure there are normal** people who make Neocities websites but I think I have learned that this is also a “what if I ran off and abandoned my life to live off-grid in a cabin with a dog and two goats”-type fantasy but more accessible
**Not really “normal” per se, maybe no one on neocities is truly “normal” but their work on a personal site is perhaps not indicative of some sort of breakdown
On one hand I think this is a sign that I need to get back on my medication, that I am in some way mentally unwell*… on the other hand, like what if I did it!
*I am sure there are normal** people who make Neocities websites but I think I have learned that this is also a “what if I ran off and abandoned my life to live off-grid in a cabin with a dog and two goats”-type fantasy but more accessible
**Not really “normal” per se, maybe no one on neocities is truly “normal” but their work on a personal site is perhaps not indicative of some sort of breakdown
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Date: 2024-10-05 03:18 pm (UTC)Assuming that it is not a net-negative reaction to being unwell, I think that working on the neocities site sounds like a good idea. But that might be me projecting, because I would like to have been making progress on mine.