Point in the Narrative

[grayestofghosts]

Thinking about the novel I realize I am at a turning point of it where, perhaps, it will just quickly go toward the end, or maybe it will be significantly longer. But I guess also as I got to a significantly cathartic point in the narrative, maybe I don't have the energy to go forward anymore, and I need to think about if things are worth it to my 'audience,' if this is even something that has an audience or a future, I don't know. I have other ideas that are half-baked that feel like they will definitely have more broad appeal than the WIP, but abandoning current stuff for stuff that there's not much of is a recipe for disaster.

It was weird. The housekeeper was asking me about writing like I actually knew anything and I didn't know what to tell her because despite all the shuffling I do I don't actually get any writing out and submitted or anywhere to read. Almost like it's not for other people at all, yet I spend so, so much time on it. I don't know. I feel bad.